My cry this entire year has been that I want out of this country. I just want to get away for a short amount of time. I do not need to be gone long, but just long enough that I energize my life back up. There is just something about going into the office every day doing the same old thing that is driving me up a wall. The only hope I have has to do with the holiday accommodation st ives has. We are very excited about going there and just being pampered the entire time. It’s going to be heaven on earth.